Hello, I am extremely ugly male and all my life is very boring and dull?

I am very unfortunate when it comes to looks, I always avoid getting caught in videos, still photo or human sized mirrors specially with other people. I think God has created me to be a mocking subject for others. I can't talk to a beautiful girl because I always do some thing funny. I came to know that many people have different names for me(Like Cartoon, Onion like, shorty, Lolly pop or unbalanced) behind my back. When my other friends and cousins who are good looking have eye contacts with beautiful girls in the Malls and exchange smiles, it is like killing me. I don't go to any parties because I know that I will be all alone there so I get online to p my time and start chatting, for some days every thing goes well and and I enjoy chat with different girl but again when they see my photo they stop chat with me or block me. I am zero in real life and in cyber world. Some time I take two sleeping pills to fall sleep specially when my friends are in parties or night clubs. Even in sleep I am restless and scare to socialize with people. I never hurt any one, whenever some one need help I am ready. I am more worried about my little sister who is my photocopy I know she has to go through the same stage that I am in now. Its very very painful, I dont know why God has created me if he couldn't have done justice to me. The inferiority complex has not just effected my educational life is also effecting my career. I still remember students in my cl were refusing to take me in their groups, one group would through me to another. I want to ask IS THERE WILL BE REALLY ANOTHER LIFE ??? AND WILL WE PEOPLE WILL BE RAISED AGAIN WITH THE SAME FACE AND LOOKS???? IF YES THEN I WOULD LIKE TO REST IN PEACE FOR EVER IN THE GRAVE, IF THERE IS REALLY REST EVEN FOR UGLY PEOPLE LIKE US.